I think I might start blogging again!

I think I just have to get used to letting the whole world know my feelings! O: But srsly, I'm feeling so self-conscious right now. The last time I blogged was more than a year ago I think!

Anyway twentyten has been so... strange.

I've not really been myself. Everything just feels different. Different expectations, people, atmosphere, school, struggles and stuff to smile at. And stuff that I did regularly last time, I stop doing. Completely. It's not so much of being busier. It's true I am, but I think I just keep thinking and thinking and overthinking and get lost in my thoughts. I just thank God for friends, old and new. Though I've not been as much of a 'social butterfly', as Krystal calls it, as last time, I made a lot of new friends and they're all so stinking nice. I need to stop overthinking and let go of all the paranoia, and not be afraid to just let go and be who I am. Though I thank God for keeping me alive this whole time 8)

Whoa sounds so Disney channel HAHA sorry for dropping this emo crap so fast O:

Talking abt crap, WALLAU I HAVE CONSTIPATION AGAINNNN.

I lost my eat-v-little-veggie-but-still-shit streak!!! D8<

Oh well, it was sweet while it lasted.

Can't believe that one year later I'm still blogging abt the same things!

Msning Hoiyan is so fun. It's always in caps.

WHOA. I need to update the world about the changes in my life.

K I shall not elaborate at all. Anot I will go on forever.

1. No more piano!
2. I'm starting to appreciate jazz. Thanks to my sister and Michael Buble.
3. I stopped my kpop craze. (Except YG)
4. I got ungrounded. (!!!!!!!!)
5. JC now.
6. I'm shy now. K shyer.
7. NO MORE CHINESE.
8. Touch Rugby baby. (No more m___s_____ HAHA)
9. Net leader. I miss Johnathan. <3>

whoa sian cannot think of one last thing to make it 10.

Anyway I admit twentyten has been quite disappointing and not as exciting as I expected, but I'm believing for better!

K this post quite long alr but I haven't posted abt TODAY.

I didn't go for training today bcos my ankle was hurting quite badly even after 5 days. So I went to see the sinseh! It was a v memorable and educational experience.

Firstly, ACUPUNCTURE OMG.

Cos it was still a little swollen.

2nd time getting acupuncture in my life! O:

Stung a bit :/

Secondly, the sinseh SO PRO!!!!!!

She just lightly rubbed the painful areas repeatedly and VOILA it wasn't painful anymore!!! She didn't even use force, just touching the skin. To think I was mentally preparing myself for immense pain before that hahaha.

Thirdly, she said 'whoa ni3 de4 ji1rou4 hen3 da4'

Jirou is not chicken lah. Anyway I said it was cos of judo last time and she said it was good but no I said always gets v stiff esp in the morn. So she started teaching me how to massage it and I tried and she said I caught on v well and that I HAVE TALENT HAHAHA. If I fail A's I go be her intern. But be sinseh a bit sian, everyday rub people's foot. But anyway she's so nice. Still say if anything happen next time just call her, got free consultation. I wanna ask her how to lose weight hahaha.

She was inspiring, I could feel her passion.

Whoa not bad blogged quite a lot!

I realise this post is like LIFE. Got it's ups and downs.

I don't think anybody will see this though. Who visits a blog after one year of no posts lah pls.

And I feel v paiseh if I post the link on the class blog. All the Computing people's blogs so pro. And I don't think anybody will click on my link lah, I so loner in class.

K beauty sleep~ hahaha.